a start

i woke up this morning with my right eye slightly swollen. 

i look like monster eye. greg says he doesn't see a difference. and i'm thinking "great, so i am always monster eye mcgee." i think i know the culprit too. a small zit (ew) that some how managed to make my whole left eye swollen and monster-y.

ok i actually want to talk about something else.

so lately i've been feeling God working my life. mainly in my thoughts. Greg and I have been asked to join this new start-up church in Keller, Texas. We've gone to a few of the events and Greg has been meeting with the pastor on a weekly basis. this is something we've been praying about. we haven't really felt a large YES YES YES from God yet on joining this church but I think we're starting to feel a peace about it and I think that maybe feeling a peace is similar to a YES YES YES. what do you think?

we each have our own hesitations about joining the church but i think they are being flushed out. i guess my biggest hesitation is my future career in a ministry. but i think that can be worked out in a year.

i am really excited about what this church has to offer. we've been looking for a God-filled community and Godly friends to help lift us up and sharpen our iron. I feel really strongly about this and this connection we're starting to form with the church.

anyways. from these thoughts and from the many prayers we've been praying about this decision I've start to feel that familiar tug at my heart again. My thought process has started to change and I've been more aware of my thoughts and actions and words, I guess I've been trying to think and act like the Bible asks to think. It's a start.

so please pray for us as we start to make our decision on joining the church. pray that it's a God- driven decision and not just something WE want but something that perhaps, God wants for us. 

thanks.