Time.......

how do you take time for yourself?
apparently I'm not good at this- yet I do no volunteering and when I do have free time (which is fairly often) I spend it in my bed and watching America's Next Top Model marathons. So is that REALLY taking time for myself? I don't know what else I would do with my spare time besides read or watch tv or do a crossword puzzle. According to my mom taking time for myself is taking a nap or just not thinking (which is easier said than done). I think if I were to spend time by myself, at least right now, I would become even more stressed than I probably already am.

By the way, I'm really stressed right now. But I didn't know it. Until about last week when I didn't know what was wrong with me. So I'm supposed to be stressed out and I'm not even sure if I am. Maybe I am because I have list of about ten things that need to be done- ten things that needed to be done last week.

maybe I will start yoga? That's supposed to be relaxing or something. I think I would think too much about everthing but the actual relaxtion part of yoga.

i should clean my house. and finish my french homework. and do some christmas shopping.
but tonight- i think i'll just watch heroes with greg and think about nothing.
that's good enough for taking time for myself- isn't it?