a revelation

i've stopped drinking coffee.
not completely.
but for the most part my life has been coffee free for the last three weeks. this (if you know me) is somewhat huge. but it wasn't a huge change, it just kinda happened. and i'm glad. i've been drinking tea and not even that religiously, i just like having something hot to drink.

somehow i have gotten through this semester without owning any ink for my printer. i've been using the library printer. i'm debating on buying some b/c i hate the detour to the library but i think i might see if i can keep it up. or at least wait until thursday.

i have a second job interview with the ppl i interviewed for last week. it's tomorrow. i'm excited/nervous. i'll be up there for about two hours (or that's at least the scheduled time).

greg and i have never had a fight. we have (i think) thought about fighting and we have been on the verge at least twice of having a fight but somehow we have escaped the actually fighting. and that's because we decided to ignore the issue. we just both realized how we didn't like hurting each other and that we'd rather talk about everything rationally than fighting about something. i love this. but i know that eventually we might have a fight. i look forward to making up with greg after the fight but not the actual fight- i hate all those fight-y feelings.

friday is greg's last day at familynet. while that is an incredilby scary thing it's also a little exciting. it means that greg gets to have a fresh start at whatever he wants to do. and there are so many possibilities. i don't want to sound too cheesy but it's true. we've been making lists and notes of everything that he could do and each day something new comes up. so while our future is not set in stone, i know God will provide. maybe the future isn't supposed to be so clear. that's probably where faith and trust in God comes in?
(a lot of these past sentences come from my own experiences- i have NO idea what i want to do either)