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i have a sonogram scheduled for next wednesday. to look at my gall bladder. not for babies.
everyone keeps thinking "maybe your pregnant." which is discouraging to my morality (rather our morality) because if you know me and greg then hopefully you know that we are waiting till marriage.
which might be too much information for some- but in today's world- where sex sex sex is everywhere- then i'm sure that my bluntness is not shocking at all.

so there.

my stomach hurts. not in the queezy way but in an actual aching way. it hurts to walk or move. i'm guessing it's sore because it used muscles it's not used to using, extensively. at least i hope that's the reason.

it's a lovely 81 degrees outside but it looks colder so therefore it feels colder. i am cold. i've been cold since early this morning. usually i love being cold but i know that i'm just tricking myself into thinking it's colder than it actually is. and maybe that's why i'm so cold right now?

i really do want to do better in school. i feel inspired. but also tired. so it's a weird mixture of wanting to do better and wanting to just sleep.

i have to leave soon for a film lab on Hinduism. If i remember correctly I liked learning about Hinduism my freshman year. But I also need to work on some geography homework so I might do that during the film lab.

is it a fashion faux pas to wear socks with ballet flats?
probably.
but i don't care.

time to go.