hello friday

i just deleted a lot of un-necessary posts. why? they were repetitive and boring and ranty and long or frivilous. it made sense at the time.

it is morning. i am drinking coffee. staring at my bowl of unfinish cheerios. thinking of finishing the last bite.

so late tonight we're heading to plano. olive will be staying home. robert is watching her. i think she likes him better. he lets her on his bed.

on saturday we're looking at places for our wedding dinner (remember- no reception- just a nice dinner). i hpe that means that we get to try a lot of food. probably not.

saturday night greg has his first band practice with the newly reformed pherigo. (is it wierd that my future last name is the name of a band- yes.)

then on sunday we're seeing the chapel we're getting married in. and asking the pastors to marry us.

i have no desire to do anything this morning other than sit here and type and drink my mediocore coffee. but unfortunately i have class at 10:00. then a 3 hour break. then french. then my second day of work.

Oh work.
ok. so yesterday was my first day at the GAP. as any of our readers might know i've had some doubts about working there. but i went in early (like 2 hours) to go look at my schedule and i was given an employee coupon for the Fall line. this made my day. it was a wicked discount. so Greg and I decided to use it to my advantage and i spent way to much money yesterday on clothes. more than i can really afford. but i also bought a baby gift and Greg a gift. and i'm really happy with my purchases. I am really happy with the employee dicounts. and there is so much more i want to buy right now but I know that i can't. like i really want to buy some of the lounge wear- before the Christmas stuff comes out. Maybe on the 15th when I get more money?

but besides the discount the actual job is ok. I have minimal retail experience so it was kinda confusing learning everything and trying to remember it. it's fairly easy though. i think it will get easier.

the downside. my feet have never hurt so horrible. and my left knee. and i was just utterly exhausted. which was wierd b/c it wasn't like i did any back-breaking work. but i kinda relate it to the first-day-of-school-exhaustion. it's just a lot.

supposedly there is 15 months and 20 days until our wedding.
when i don't count everyday in anticpation it is much easier on my mind and heart!