dedicatedly lazy

most often i find myself restless and wishing and plotting and going nowhere.
i am this way because i have no patience. well, i must have patience, i've gotten this far haven't i?

after sitting in starbucks for five hours you would feel this way too?
why do i sit here for so long? part of it is laziness. once i have nestled down in a spot i don't deattach myself from it easily. no, once i have decided that i will spend my evening at starbucks i surround myself with a venti ice water, my computer, a book, and crossword puzzle.
the other reason is of course, greg. although, most of the evening is spent watching him work or me piddling around on my computer. i like knowing that he is a step away (literally) and we can still be together. most jobs aren't like that. we're lucky in that sense. but i guess we'd be even luckier if he wasn't working.

i think i've gained weight since i learned i lost weight. or it could be the fact that i gorge myself on yesterday's spaghetti (YES!) and 1/2 of a qdoba burrito. i need to start exercising. seriously. i'll be riding my bike to and from school when school starts. but until then, i'm the laziest person i know. even though i've been sitting all day i can't wait to go home and lie in my bed and read or fall fast asleep.

i am reading 2001 Space Odessey. Arthur C. Clarke. I borrowed it from my friend Robert. I've had it borrowed since like December. But I think he has some of my books too.

I want a new wardrobe. Well maybe just some new shirts (nice shirts), a dress or two, some nice pants, nice jeans, and nice khaki shorts. That's a lot. I'd probably buy all dark clothing too. I don't really buy colorey clothing. Not b/c I'm a dark person by any means, I'm the happiest person I know, but it just is fitting. I guess.

I wonder where Greg and I will live when we are married. We are planning on living in FTW but like a rental house? Or our own house? Will it have a fireplace and a big kitchen? Ceiling fans? Will it be in the style of a 1930s Tudor house that we drool over right now? Or maybe it will be small colonial style house? Clapboard? Ranch style? I hope it has brick and big wooden fenced backyard. I hope the kitchen is big and that it has a fire place.
I want a cat and a tea pot and simple decorations.
Secretly, I want a cottage!

Here's to almost 16 months until the BIG DAY.